I Would Love To Find a Magic Potion to Solve All My Problems
Lets take a minute to express/ vent our feelings
Once upon a time- I was procrastinating again!
I do this a lot. I even write about it. Oh the joys of studying, writing, working, climbing bean stalks, fighting dragons- the struggle is real! Ok maybe not the last two, that's just my really good imagination and way of expressing myself. Obviously!
The point is, I am still working really hard at life and I need a break. I need a break from using my brain, from being let down, from grieving for a friend who passed away recently to suicide and now I am worrying about other firends…..
I am trying really hard to improve my health and self image. The fact that I find it hard to lose weight and the process is really slow, is hard on my mental health. There are days when I feel like I am failing at everything.
At the same time I really need to get on with life! I need to keep studying, I need to keep working, I need to keep budgeting, I need to find other ways to make money to look after myself and also support my own visas.
I am aware that doing nothing will not help me, but I am finding it difficult to do everything, and some days, anything.
